Pretty deep right…? I am not very religious, I don’t really pray or go to church, but I believe that good things happen to good people, I believe there is a reason for everything, I believe that what happens to us has some kind of meaning, reason. I have to believe this, because thats the only way I can really accept it. It is very clear to me why Celiac kiddo, MY kid was diagnosed with celiac…. because the UAE needed us. Look at the massive change and impact my campaigning has made to the lives of thousands in the UAE. Blatant obvious reason. It was meant to be, it had a higher purpose.

But now…? WHAT THE HELL is the meaning of this? Have I not done enough? Can I just please rest now? I cant make sense of any of this. Its not fair (<- said in the voice of a grumpy 3 year old child). Im tired now, I need a break….. we all need a break.

Not a holiday break kindof break, but a go to school every day and nothing crappy happens for ages kindof break. Its not really to much to ask is it? I keep paying stuff in to the karma bank and I do whatever I can for others, charities etc….and still now…. Im just so tired.

So much for opening wordpress to try to give you all an upbeat happy post….

Really, Im not an ungrateful cow, I know I have so much to be grateful for – even in all this. I am grateful every day that we are together, that I can spend every second on my day on focusing on my children, that we have awesome doggies, that we have a nice house to live in and can afford to buy the best foods the shops have to offer. That my kids go to a great private school with small class sizes, etc etc etc. But now, please, I just want normal. for a bit…..

-Linda